hemma och fräsch

nyduschad och utmattad efter lång dag som kulminerar i innebandy på kvällen – med ny, fantastisk, klubba. äntligen en klubba som är bättre och inte bara har ny design. orc27 är ett fånigt namn, inte särskilt snygg heller men den är lätt och fabriksböjningen är ruggigt bra. det blev många mål ikväll och att få somna är lite som att få leka “nu har jag levt en dag värd att dö för”.

fast innan jag dör hoppas jag att nelly furtado gör en sång som är både skön och har meningsfull text. antingen missar jag totalt meningen med maneater och say it right eller så är texten bara rakt av platt. sången, underbar.
annat fint: ur en avhuggen kastanjestam forsar löv genom barken. mitt själsliv idag.
kastanjeträd

can’t hide this feeling

the interviews are done. i feel satisfied. some minor bloopers aside, i feel good about being me.

the group discussions went well. we decided to talk about the bird flu and i tried to reflect upon it. the bird flu was a convenient way to talk about our fears in that very situation, without acknowledging what was happening right there and now. we were all pretty nervous and afraid since we knew some of us aren’t going to make it. i guess a catastrophy-feeling like “the world is going under” was eminent, but it was too hot to talk about that very situation, hence the attractiveness to discuss the bird flu. (one of us mentioned after awhile: there’s been little news about the bird flue recently – yeah well, maybe we came to think about the bird flue because the interview situation raised similar fears). however, i was the only one curious to talk about why we chose that topic.

lessons learned:

a) don’t say “good luck” when leaving since I am the one wanting it. it’s too obvious in hindsight.

b) maybe i tried to be too wise again. i’m afraid i was too interested in noticing how the three other candidates dealt with the situation that i acted as if I wasn’t afraid and nervous. i’m not sure. then again i did tell the psychologists that i was nervous.

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