{"id":186,"date":"2006-10-22T19:47:58","date_gmt":"2006-10-22T16:47:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.oculex.fi\/thomas\/?p=186"},"modified":"2007-12-11T17:49:15","modified_gmt":"2007-12-11T15:49:15","slug":"melankoli-i-spokskogen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.oculex.fi\/thomas\/?p=186","title":{"rendered":"melankoli i sp\u00c3\u00b6kskogen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>ett veckoslut i augusti, p\u00c3\u00a5 korpo, fick jag f\u00c3\u00b6r mig att se om den magiska skogen fr\u00c3\u00a5n min barndom fortfarande har kvar sitt skimmer. som nu, som d\u00c3\u00a5, var jag melankolisk. och skogen, den var precis som f\u00c3\u00b6rr.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.oculex.fi\/thomas\/wp-content\/spokskog1.jpg\" class=\"imagelink\" title=\"spokskog1.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.oculex.fi\/thomas\/wp-content\/spokskog1.jpg\" alt=\"spokskog1.jpg\" width=\"500\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.oculex.fi\/thomas\/wp-content\/spokskog2.jpg\" class=\"imagelink\" title=\"spokskog2.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.oculex.fi\/thomas\/wp-content\/spokskog2.jpg\" alt=\"spokskog2.jpg\" width=\"500\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.oculex.fi\/thomas\/wp-content\/spokskog4.jpg\" class=\"imagelink\" title=\"spokskog4.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.oculex.fi\/thomas\/wp-content\/spokskog4.jpg\" alt=\"spokskog4.jpg\" width=\"500\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.oculex.fi\/thomas\/wp-content\/spokskog31.jpg\" class=\"imagelink\" title=\"spokskog31.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.oculex.fi\/thomas\/wp-content\/spokskog31.jpg\" alt=\"spokskog31.jpg\" width=\"500\" \/> <\/a><\/p>\n<p>det speciella \u00c3\u00a4r att skogen \u00c3\u00a4r bebodd av d\u00c3\u00b6da tr\u00c3\u00a4d. torra stammar st\u00c3\u00a5r upp, och faller ner av en mer eller mindre l\u00c3\u00a4tt puff. puff puff. skogen s\u00c3\u00a5g ut ungef\u00c3\u00a4r som den gjorde f\u00c3\u00b6r 15 \u00c3\u00a5r sen d\u00c3\u00a5 peik och jag utforskade den. de avbrutna stammarna p\u00c3\u00a5 marken \u00c3\u00a4r antagligen de som vi med v\u00c3\u00a5ra sp\u00c3\u00a4da h\u00c3\u00a4nder f\u00c3\u00a4llde omkull eller br\u00c3\u00b6t itu. sp\u00c3\u00b6kskog. och dit s\u00c3\u00b6kte jag mej, en sen kv\u00c3\u00a4ll i augusti 2006. melankolisk och riktningsl\u00c3\u00b6st ledsen. den h\u00c3\u00a4r skogen h\u00c3\u00b6r till de mest speciella platserna jag vet. men jag vet inte riktigt varf\u00c3\u00b6r.<\/p>\n<p>det ligger en liten skogsbekl\u00c3\u00a4dd \u00c3\u00b6 alldeles fast vid stranden var sp\u00c3\u00b6kskogen slutar. den \u00c3\u00a4r ocks\u00c3\u00a5 speciell f\u00c3\u00b6r mig. n\u00c3\u00a4r jag som litet barn hittade allt detta blev det som magiskt f\u00c3\u00b6r mig. men jag f\u00c3\u00b6rst\u00c3\u00a5r inte f\u00c3\u00b6ljeslagaren melankolin. men den \u00c3\u00a4r. med mej, d\u00c3\u00a4r, h\u00c3\u00a4r. nu.<\/p>\n<p>f\u00c3\u00b6r just idag tittade jag igenom gamla email. det var egentligen i det skedet en sorgemantel f\u00c3\u00b6ll p\u00c3\u00a5 mig. s\u00c3\u00a5 det gick hand i hand med att sp\u00c3\u00b6kskogen gjorde sig p\u00c3\u00a5mind. det gemensamma \u00c3\u00a4r f\u00c3\u00b6rlust. avbrutna n\u00c3\u00a4ra relationer. bloody sunday.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>ett veckoslut i augusti, p\u00c3\u00a5 korpo, fick jag f\u00c3\u00b6r mig att se om den magiska skogen fr\u00c3\u00a5n min barndom fortfarande har kvar sitt skimmer. som nu, som d\u00c3\u00a5, var jag melankolisk. och skogen, den var precis som f\u00c3\u00b6rr. det speciella \u00c3\u00a4r att skogen \u00c3\u00a4r bebodd av d\u00c3\u00b6da tr\u00c3\u00a4d. torra stammar st\u00c3\u00a5r upp, och faller ner &hellip; 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